So, I spent my time after getting off of work before my appointment watching Kung Fu Panda 2 and The Doctor Who Christmas Special: The Widow and The Wardrobe because I haven’t seen either of them yet. I’m not going to lie, both of them made me tear up, so around the time my grandmother comes to get me, she asked why I was crying.
I have no shame about it
When you attempt at telling a family member your problems and they just make you feel like a burden. What a lovely day, it reminds me that they can complain all they want, but you tried to fix things and just express yourself, you tried.
So, Dominic and I have been waiting and been excited for The Walking Dead tonight and I didn’t think I ate too much today, but I guess I’m wrong. We’re watching 2 Fast 2 Furious right now, Dom starts going on and on about cars, but I don’t feel amazing, so I just lay there like a sloth.
I told him I’m feeling like shit and he says, “Well, you had those hot wings earlier, I told you not to have them.” Boy, shut up, you didn’t tell me anything. Now, I’m laying here, stomach hurting, feeling ugly, fat, gross, etc
fuck..
It’s always the same guys constantly trying to hook up with these itty bitty things, I know a good amount of them are after one thing, and that’s sex.
Remember guys, it’s jail bait, they are still children.
Just woke up from a nap, feel better. My mother came by and I won’t go into the meaning/significance of that, the ones that know me well enough should know how weird and awkward that would’ve of been, but it wasn’t for the first time ever. Maybe I’m getting to the point where I can have some inner peace for myself about her and my life, it feels REALLY great.
Am I the only one that gets really mad and fired up while watching 500 Days Of Summer? I love Zooey, she’s beautiful, funny, etc, but get character pisses me off in that movie. I hate people like that, maybe because I was in Tom’s shoes, and I know how that shit goes.
I have to prevent myself from getting ditsy and stupid because someone is great at sweet talking and telling me everything I want to hear. Usually I can call someone out on their bullshit, but there are those rare moments. And guess what? Those rare moments get to me the worst simply because I am smart, I should know to avoid that shit, but I don’t.