My soft spot for people has almost became nonexistent, they all have their own agenda, they will throw you any sob story to make you feel guilty nowadays. I don’t not feel for my siblings, I can see right through their shit, they have been playing and reaping my dad of everything he has for the past 5 years. They will never be adult enough to take care of their own shit, I can’t do much for my father since he continuously let’s them do it. With that said, I take care of myself, I work, and pay my own bills, try throwing that in my face when most likely your parents are supporting your ass.
Ugh, I wake up from having the most amazing dreams ever that of course involves dragons
:) mhmm Now I’m wide awake, but it’s my day off tomorrow, so no big deal.
“You would be pretty if you actually tried ,” ” You would be pretty if you lost weight.” I swear it’s starting to get to me, when that’s all anyone has to say now days, I just want become completely isolated for weeks and weeks. I don’t think there has ever been a time where I felt so uncomfortable about my appearance because of other’s until now, but then I think of all the criticism I got growing up. When the fuck will people just leave me alone about it? :/
Pretty nervous and depressed lately, it’s always around February and March too. I dread tomorrow because I don’t want all those family members who really never cared, call me, and only act like they care on my birthday. More than anything I dread my mother calling or coming by to see me. I have never had her apart of my life really, and tomorrow is just a reminder of what could of happened, I could of never existed. My mind is just spinning so fast right now, she is the reason why I never trusted woman and why I have such attachment issues. She really never deserved the title of being my mother, and I have no respect for her, she was willing to get rid of me so easily because she’s selfish.
I shouldn’t really dwell or think about that type of stuff, but I can’t help it. I hope she enjoys being miserable the rest of her life and I hope she rots.
Whenever I say I’m horny I either get anons trying to get something out/from me or people who shit talk and try to slut shame me.
I didn’t think that translated to I want to fuck everything and/or I have no self respect for myself.
I’m open about sex and proud of my sexuality, I won’t apologize about that.
Haha, I swear I look at how many hits this gets, then I see a large amount of people go directly to the page with all the tagged pictures of myself, and I see why I don’t get more followers.
Does my face really that matter that much? I know I’m not pretty, but damn. I guess people worry more about how hot the person is versus the content the person posts.
Such a shame, shallow ass people.